what lies behind my shadow?

blog reopened

2007-04-07T14:41:00.000-04:00

it's been a long time since I did this blogging thing....

so last night I had a "fight" with my girlfriend. It's not a big issue or anyting, it's one of those things that we usually fix, make our relationship stronger, and move on. Last night was an odd ball, for some reasons she decided to sleep through it. It doesnt usually go that way, but last night it did. I waited until 3 am, but there was no sign or anything. It's not even about the fight anymore, it's about going through those problems together. I really love her you know and I dont want to make this thing bigger.

Spring break!!!

monday..

2006-10-04T20:18:00.000-04:00

monday...

as soon as i got home from skul, i prepared my clothes nd other stuff for the party since it's gonna b on the next day ryt after skul. so yea, i also had to buy a gift.. then i helped my friend prepare food nd stuff. i was out the whole nyt.. i got home at lyk 1 am. i still had to do my gift nd do hw. i was pretty tired..

tuesday..

so tuesday.. finally, it came. i was very excited. haha. but the thing is i was 2 hours late.. hehe. luckily, nothing happened yet. nd yea.. tuesday was also fun. i definitely had a great tym.. i came home at lyk 1 am again.. this time i was very exhausted. 2 days with only 10 hours of sleep.. haha.

wednesday..

i was very sleepy first period. but i still got things down in my head. i slept on my 4th period though. haha.. i also had some after skul stuffs. nd so again.. kinda tired, but i knw i would get enough sleep dis tym..

sunday nd monday..

2006-10-02T21:02:00.000-04:00

(continuation)..

so sunday... sunday was fun too. i went to youth ministry and they talked about abstinence in relationship w/ sex. nd then i went to the college fair. it was fun, i saw some old peepz frm riverside, i saw some fellow falcons too nd you ministry mates. i couldnt find UNC chapel hill at first so i went to look for Duke and the thing is, no one's going to the booth. so i took the oppurtunity.. i got their full attention since no one except me are talking to them. haha. i got pretty gud answers from them. nd yah, i went to all the colleges i want. i saw my homy too, but yea.. she was w/ her peep. then i went to take a break.. i ate at greek fiesta. hehe. then i went shopping for clothes for my friends 18th bday party. nd yah, i was pretty tired when i got home.. plus, my toe did hurt from all that walking..

hey

2006-10-01T20:27:00.000-04:00

i am so fly, i had a great weekend.. "almost"

dis blog is becoming a diary.. hahaha. too bad, only few can read it.. haha. newayz, lets retrogress.. saturday afternoon, for background, please read the previous post.. so, it was saturday afternoon ryt, it was around lunch. somehow, i had a premonition that it would be boring and i was ryt. but everything was about to change.. i was watching mtv cribs when i recieved an offer from tito benjie(did i even spell his name ryt? haha). tito benjie is awesome, very talented person. he lyks to do stuffs in the house, i guess u can say "pimp my houz" hahaha. so he told me if i would want to paint our garage(he's painting our garage) and i was lyk "oh men, dis is gonna be fun(sarcasm)" but i said yes, im not dat person who says no ; ) i took a roller and a paint and did my thing.. and guess wat, i had fun doing it.. hahaha. it was really great. i also did some stuffs on the garage floor.. it was freakin' awesome. time flew by as the pendelum swings and it was actually very productive. after that, i was suppose to go to my friends house, but he had to bring his mom to work. and so told him to pick me up and so he did.. after lyk 2 hours. hahaha. but yah, we went to my other friend's house and we played counter strike, hahaha. it was very addicting.. its been 2 yrs since i played it. after dat, i only had lyk 45 minutes left till my curfew which is 12. and so went to bk coz we were so hungry. my friend has a lot of coupons, hahaha. we chilled out at my friend's houz for a bit, then i went home.. and dats pretty much bout saturday.. bout sunday, stay tuned for the next post.

sat

2006-09-30T11:44:00.000-04:00

u woke up in the middle of the night for no reason... did this happened to you before?? well, for me.. it did.. last nyt was lyk the third straight time. i woke up at 4 something w/o no freakin' reason.. and after that i couldnt go bck to sleep.. its lyk im waiting for something. it was freaky and it actually pissed me off.. i woke up this morn' at around 1130. nd my head recieved an excruciating pain.. it was worse than last nyt. it feels lyk that someone's banging inside my head. my neck kinda hurts from all those rolling and moving coz i couldnt go bck to sleep.. nd yea when i woke up, it felt that i wasted half of saturday. yesterday, was boring.. nd 2day looks lyk its going the same way.. well, idk.. we'll see. tc ya'll, b safe..

friday

2006-09-29T21:25:00.000-04:00

finally, the day ive been waiting for.. friday!!! I am so borrred.. gaahh.

wasup?

2006-09-28T00:42:00.000-04:00

wazzup wazzup? wats goin down? anong bgo ? la kong masabi. hahaha. hmm.. ano nga ba?? nothins up w/ me pretty much.. how bout ya? peace out ya'll take care stay safe

wasup?

2006-09-28T00:20:00.000-04:00

wazzup wazzup?? anong bgo?? saken wla.. wla kong masabi.. wla din akong mgawa. hahaha. nothins up pretty much. nothing transpired lately.. tc ya'll peace.. hav fun ; )

gaah

2006-09-26T21:18:00.000-04:00

wat's wrong w/ me? i cant concentrate.. gaah, i cant even concentrate doing this blog. feels lyk something is missing inside of me. seems lyk everything is nothing but... idk.

lines

2006-09-24T18:37:00.000-04:00

lines that touches me...

i take one step away and i found myself coming back to you... my one and only you...

im the one who wants to be with you... deep inside i hope you feel it too...

waited on a line of greens and blues... just to be the next to be with you...

this could be the end of everything... so why dont we go somewhere only we know...

when everything is made to be broken... i just want you to know who i am...

and tell me that we belong together...

if im not made for you... then why does my heart tell me that i am...

i love you... I have loved you all along...

i keep dreaming... you'll be with me... and you'll never go...

stop breathing... if i dont see you anymore...

hold on to me... and never let me go...

strict..

2006-09-23T21:11:00.000-04:00

strict..

i heard my mom talking about me, that she's being strict now and im lyk thats not cool.. nd yah, they were being strict the last few days.. i was thinking if it would really help me. coz lyk, my first progress reports were really below my standards, and it might be the reason.. nah, its not dat. there must be somethng else. anywayz, i might balance the things around me.. less going out, more something.. hehe. im gona lie low 4 a while. *intervention* theyre really getting on my nerves..

my toe

2006-09-23T15:15:00.000-04:00

i woke up dis morning and i thougt my toe was better. i tried to do a couple of normal steps and i made it. and yea, i decided to go w/ my mom to n. gate to buy some things.. i was wrng. it still hurts. i was walking really slow all the time, hehe. i was lyk always 10 steps behind. and i played ball w/ my friends.. i couldnt run. haha, but i made some shots though ; ) and yea, i made it worse, the bruise is now bigger. haha. nd yah, my mobility is very limited. well, i hope i get well soon. peace ya'll. b safe ; )

what a day

2006-09-22T00:23:00.000-04:00

greatest day of the week(so far)

12: 18 am, 2day was very fun.. my mom had a bbq party and yea, my frends came.. nd dat means fun. hehe. yah, i had a great tym.. we were planing a trip to VA, but i thnk it's canceled instead were gona make a video tom. yea, cant sleep.. excitement and my little toe hurts. i had a little "accident", my toe got sprained i think. my homy steped on it (u knw who u r). hahaha, just kidding. walking is not in my comfort side, but ill b fine.. and also, i got robbed.. i lost some amount of money. hehehe. but i got bck, i scared them away. hahaha, jke. anywayz, fun day.. had a great tym. im excited bout' tomorow. yeah. fast and furious ; )

lunch

2006-09-19T16:10:00.000-04:00

upperclassman

yup, im a junior at jhs.. well, we were sitting at lunch, i have c lunch btw. all of us are juniors and lyk, dis gurl came up to us and started talking nd she's a freshmen, she is so random.. nd we were lyk "ahemm, go bck to ur table" my lunchmates were being mean and stuff, and i just didnt care.. but we were lyk passing notes, talking bout her. throughout the lunch she was out of place.. i realy dnt knw y.. maybe it's just the effect of being a upperclassman.. anywayz, i got my progress reports. it was a C, 2 Bs, and an A.. yah, time to put my game face on and start blowing out the competition.

monday

2006-09-18T21:34:00.000-04:00

my monday..

dis is wat happened throughout my day.. i woke up at 630 for skul and got home at 3, lets skip the skul thing since nothing exciting really happened. anywayz, today is my parents anniversary. my mom decided to throw a little party, but it was canceled... too bad, instead we ate at magiano's, the restau. around s. point. on the way, my mom and i had a little fiery conversation, we were getting on each others nerves and stuff, but we weren't fighting or anything though.. nd yea, in the end, i recieved words that really got in to me.. yea, u knw those words that hits ur conscience and pride.. it really brought me down.. anywayz, i had the "magelions of beef", i think that's the name.. its lyk a steak w/ mash potatoes, onion rings, and mushrooms.. it was really great.. after that we went to a party, i didnt eat, i was so full. the food looked great though, but it was too much for me to handle, hehehe. nd yah, dats pretty much it for the day..

Sunday

2006-09-17T09:42:00.000-04:00

Today is Sunday..

Wat a great day, i slept at lyk 2 last nyt, i could not sleep.. i wanted to go bck in front of the comp., but i didnt thnk sum1 would still b OL. ow, holycrap.. i forgot to call my homy, sowi. i woke up at 830, someone was bangin' lyk a cop at my door.. its to early for bangin' doors and yea, dat person took some blows from me. wahaha. and so i went to fix myself, i was in front of the mirror.. nd i was pretty much horrified(as iN, you guys should have seen my face, hehe) i saw these marks in my arms, yea, i myself took some pretty hard blows last nyt(you know who u are). did i just say blow? wahaha, not that kind of blow, wat a great mind i have, it's green. hahaha, jke. i remember my homies, my friend was freakin' hyper last nyt. anywayz, today is sunday, have that confirmationclasses at my church. sna classmates kmi ng homy ko, pu2nta kya un? hmm, my plan for 2day is to sleepthroughout the day, yeah!! It's only lyk 9 am and im looking for somethin' to do, i guess i found blogging. i wana do something fun that will let tym fly by as the pendelum swings. nd yah, i dont wana sit my ass in front of the comp. all day. i myt do something productive.. but yea, chatting is kinda hard to leave. well, im just gonna use the phone instead of the keyboard, hehe. it's been a long tym since i used my phone and had a good long talk w/ my homy. yea, have a great sunday ya'll, peace.

nka2bitin

2006-09-17T00:30:00.000-04:00

Naka2bitin!!

2day turned out to be great.. well, almost perfect. nka gimick ako 2day, but nka2bitin.. ang agang umuwi ng mga homies ko. and ngaun wla na kong mgawa at hndi pa ako inaantok.. its lyk 1230 am. well, syng din dahil hangang 11 lng ung binigay skin na tym. shemay, sobrng aga. saturday nmn ngaun. besides those downparts, i actually had fun.. nag punta kmi ng n. gate.. tgal ko na ding hndi nkapunta sa mall na 2, hehe. may bgong theater cla, but mas mganda prin sa s. point. then nag road trip kmi papuntang burlington for walmart.. haha. nag pre2pare for a big party, wee. 17 days na lng.. then 28 days for the other one. nka2 excite. then kumain kmi sa kim-sun, vietnamese restau., one of our friends works hir. yea, astig.. na busog ako, haha.. den tumambay unti sa houz, my mgandang movie kmi na pinapanood.. d ko natapos, kalimutan ko din title.. den pumunta kmi sa houz ko, yea. nanood kmi ng tfc, pinatikim ko din cla ng sweet tea ko. hahaha. delectable! but yah, aga umuwi.. may last minute prank pa bgo cla umalis. wahaha. well played. overall it was a great day, i had a great tym w/ my homies. pero nka2bitin tlga.. ow yea.. monday is gona b great.. wahaha

Fresh start

2006-09-16T13:17:00.000-04:00

hey peepz, im bck.. im into bloggin' again, wahaha. im having a new start. Anywayz, today is saturday. wla ytng gimmick.. haay, punta kyo d2 sa houz ko, pra masaya. take care now